Are you a Freak?

I was looking up lyrics and I came across this lovely quiz that's called "are you a freak?" here are my results:

Need to be unique: You do not feel that you need to be very unique.
Need to NOT conform: You like to be different than others around you.
Willingness to express dissent: You tend to keep quiet when you don't agree with others.

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I think it said I was a freak. What are you?:-D: http://www.outofservice.com/freak/

Only Time..

I talked to Kaleb on the phone the other day and he talked about his new Woody movie, it was really weird to think that I hadn't seen him in like...some odd months and I still expect to hear him begging to watch Woody.

I talked (to use the term loosly) to Kylie on the phone today, she merely said the word "dog" over and over again, but hey, w/e!..her voice has changed a lot, and she's walking, talking, woah! Amazing Blessings:)

I was writting the date on my espanol paper this morning and it slapped me in the face that is was January 26th; to many of you that may mean absolutly nothing, but it's been two years since my great.....aunt died, she was old, yet she was one of the most amazing people I'd ever met, it doesn't feel like two years since she's died, a woman full of knowledge, I'll never forget all the times she talked about the generation gaps and what not, old people may possibly be the most blunt people, great memories to reflect on:-D

One Year Bible

Someone gave me a one year bible last night, I quickly came to this conclusion:

I may possibly be quick to judge, especially when it comes to my awesome reading skills *big 'S' on my forehead for the slower ones* but, I don't think I could read (and understand) that much reading in one day. I may possibly be the only one that does like this, and feel like a total idiot after I post this, but a lot of times I can't read (and understand) more then a few verses at a time.

The End.

P.S: I choose the NIV Bible, for those that are wondering:-p

Crime TV

Okay, I like to watch CSI, Cold Case, American Justice, City Confidential... A.K.A fake crime tv. I've come to realize that the only reason i watch the shows is because i want to see why this crazy person has decided to take the life of another person. I've also come to realize that the people that do decide to kill someone are incredibly stupid....why would you leave your hair down while murdering someone? Why would they not wear gloves? Why wouldn't they think of a good alibly? Why wouldn't the memorize a story so they didnt have to make stuff up off the top of their heads. I wouldn't be a good murderer, I dont like to hurt other people, it's icky.

How is it possible to miss someone so much? 

Society

I respect that society views certain words to be wrong, but I don't understand how some words have become "bad words" and other words that mean the same thing are okay; That the word gay could be transformed from meaning "happy" to describing a persons sexuality. I don't fully understand why drinking alcohol, doing drugs and having sex has become "a thing teens do." Why would anyone would allow their children to become alcoholics at 15, be in rehab by 20 *or dead on the side of the road.* It's all come to be so acceptable...

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I don't think people should waste their time "meeting the Barkers."

January 2, 2006

Vacation went by fast, I feel confident that school will go by slow. Over the past week I've gotten used to going to bed at one, but havn't been used to getting up at 6:30; tomorrow should be interesting.

*It feels like there is a huge hole inside of me; I'm desperate for God.

*Kaleb talked to my mom on the phone yesterday, to hear his voice made me want to hold him in my arms and tell him I love him over and over and over again.

*If I'm going to make a resolution on a certain day of every year, I'd rather make it on my birthday then on the first day of the new year.

*My camera broke on Saturday, I wanted to cry, however, I was able to switch it for a new one. (small blessings)

*How many more days 'til the memorial day retreat?

*I saw Brandi Clark today.